I’ve been friends with this guy for years now. People have been telling me the possibilities if…you know…what if we ended up together. I kept on shutting down the idea of having him as a boyfriend. There, I’ve said it. I know he has someone else in mind and to sum it up, I have someone in mind too. The thing is, I’m not sure how long I could keep this barrier between us strong and sturdy. Its like a bro code or something. I mean, I’ve always told myself that friends are a big no no! They’re practically my siblings, he’s been there for me ever since and yes he’s a good guy and sure he’s a keeper but maybe just not for me. But on the other hand, a part of me says that he ‘could be’ the one. He knows me too well and I think I know him enough either. I’m just afraid to lose something thats in stake, our friendship. What if I told him (if I did develop such feelings) would it change for the better or not? It could get awkward and thats what I’m trying to save. A brother, a friend. I just can’t lose both. Eeeeekkkkk!